heart dont fail me now.

okay. i'm losing heart. things arent exactly going well as i hoped it would. caught a glance of him during lunch and thats about it. somehow what i think is that he's trying to amuse me. be nice to me. rather than really be into me. if you know what i mean.
maybe this is just a silly schoolgirl crush. that i should get over by the time comes. which is the end of the semester.
although i have this kind of fantasy that he'll be my knight in shining armor and sweep me off my feet. that wont happen. unless i keep praying to god for it. then maybe he'll be nice enough to give me what i have hoped for.
i know most of you guys think that this is just a crush or me drooling infront of someone like orlando bloom. but it takes the smallest crush to make something happen.

lord knows what i need is love. especially in a time like this. and i wouldnt mind someone like me polka dots.


in times like these.
you seem so perfect.